may 22nd, 2009.

today was my first day at work. my feet are killing me and i smell like butter. great day folks, great day.

may 21st, 2009.

today was fun :) school went by really quick, then i ran home, got ready, and went to my grandparents house for like...10 minutes. then i came back home and tor picked me up and we went to melissa's house :D then me, tor, melissa, and lia went to devin's house for his partyyyyy. it was funny...we were the coolest people there. trust me, we were. i actually went in the pool too. the water was incredibly warm...warmer than the air. when i got out i was so cold though! then me and tor had to leave and it was sad because we had to say bye to our best friends :( but when i came home i was begging my mom to take me and melissa to see taylor swift next friday in the city and i think she might! i'd cry if that happened. please pray for her to say yes! <3

may 19th, 2009.

so this is what tor does on the bus. entertaining...right? well, it was for me. so today was a good day. when i got to school i went to see tor in her english room and we talked about devin's party and us hanging out after school...all while she was straightening her hair...in her classroom. i know, shes cool. (no really, she is.) school was pretty boring, besides in spanish when tor told me that our spanish sub's butt was the size of her three pillows. i was laughing really hard. then after school i went to tor's house and did our homework while we ate spiral mac and cheese and talked about the future...scary talk. we laid in her computer room and listened to FTSK after that and tried being funny by changing the words to dont forget. "did you regret, ever massaging my feet?" lmfao. "OH JIM...WHAT CHU SAY?!" lovelovelove<3

may 15th, 2009.

today was really boring. besides finding out that i think i dont like my crush anymore, and that i feel like me and him should only be friends, which is kinda a good thing...right? he's a good friend too :) when i was watching cmt today, a commercial came on for the cmt awards, and i freaked out. im so excited for them, i cannot wait!!!! i cant get a song outta my head, and im currently watching wizards of waverly place and downloading music onto my ipod. then i think im gonna go to sleep. nightttt <3

may 13th, 2009.

i think i should throw myself a party. i got a 94% on my math test. that's the highest grade i've gotten in math ALL YEAR. yes, i suck at geometry. anyways, so, yeah, my crush and me hugged todayyyyy :) it made me smile. i was in a good mood after that. but then rob pissed me off by making fun of the fact that i flipped out when i heard a taylor swift song come on in footlocker. yeah, i have some issues, i dont really care. i feel so good right now, im laying in my bed with the lights off, listening to amazing country artists, like martina mcbride, taylor swift, rascal flatts...all amazing artists. i think im gonna go read, and go to bed. goodnight<3

may 12th, 2009.

dshfjsdjahfjhdfhj! today was a good day. redbull plus walmart is good for me. but, lets start from the beginning. so, i woke up, got ready, went to school, listened to my ipod and watched tor draw a picture of FTSK (and selena), made snickerdoodles, got '7 things' stuck in my head because of rob, my crush talked to me, came home. then i opened my refrigerator, and guess what i saw? REDBULL. oh my god, i died. it was amazing, and i was so happy because i havent had redbull in FOREVER. so, then my mom came home, and i went to walmart, and god some cute clothes and a new lamp and new book :D then i watched one tree hill. so freaking sad, i cried because it was beautiful, but at the end it was sad. you would need to watch it to get what i mean. now im watching 90210. the veronicas are guest starring tonight, which makes me happy. be happy, love alot.

may 11th, 2009.

so, today was both good...and slightly bad. i realized i like this boy in my school, too bad he has a girlfriend...or ex-girlfriend, that he's totally in love with. seriously, my life is a freaking taylor swift album. im not even kidding. right now, the song is 'you belong with me.' good song, great song actually. anyways, yeah, hes in love with her and he wants her back and blah blah blah. and i try to be a good friend and all, but i like him and its just hard. whatever. guess that's not gonna happen anytime soon. oh yeah, another bad thing. my best friend MIGHT be moving. cue massive tears (especially when she plays two worlds collide and it reminds me of all our memories and i start crying on oovoo). i was crying ever since i found out. even though she keeps saying she might not be and she doesn't know, well, i wont let her. yeah, that's right. im not letting her move EVEN FARTHER AWAY FROM ME. it's bad enough one of my best friends is moving farther away, i dont need another one doing the same thing thank you very much. ugh. not a great day...it could be better. hopefully tomorrows better. but you know what makes me smile? this picture:

isn't he gorgeous? that's matt wolk. he's amazing. AND HE HAS A LISP! :D yeah, okay, im done. goodnight <3

may 9th, 2009.

so, today was extremely boring. i woke up at noon, and i wasn't feeling well at all. so my momma brought me food :) then i watched the new JONAS episode on demand, and i decided to take a walk to cvs to get some cookie dough ice cream, then to the verizon store. i want the blackberry curve so badly! when i got home i watched some movies, then i stayed on the computer like, the whole day. now im off to bed, gotta get up early tomorrow for mothers day! goodnight. <3>

may 8th, 2009.

i really hate goodbyes. even though that wasnt even really a goodbye, it was more of a "see you in a really long time." i seriously hate the fact that one of my best friends is moving. it doesnt matter that she doesnt live near me, but shes moving even FARTHER away from me. how does that help? exactly. it doesnt. so me and vicky just left lia, melissa, katie, and mike at lia's house, and i was crying and we all hugged goodbye and it was so sad. ugh, i just really need something to make me happy.